Category: Blog

  • Time and Distance are both Everything and Nothing

    Time and Distance are both Everything and Nothing

    Thursday 13th February, 2025

    I’m fascinated by the way objects are perceived and how their meaning shifts across time and distance. I often reflect on ancient artifacts and the sense of transcendence they embody. With the passage of time, ordinary objects take on a mystical significance, transforming into something beyond their original purpose.

    I was in Malaysia last year. While there, I visited the abandoned mining town of Pekan Papan, outside of Ipoh. This ghost town has a rich and fascinating history; from lumber mills, tin mining, assassinations, secret societies, colonialism, war, radioactive waste and guerilla radio. Beyond this intriguing past, many physical elements of this village also captivated me, remaining vividly etched in my memory. The weathered materials, the eerie silence, and the way nature has slowly reclaimed the buildings all combined to create a scene both haunting and beautiful.

    Enter at your own risk

    But what was equally captivating were the everyday objects left behind in the homes — bottles, cutlery, furniture, pottery, stair stringers, and even the very walls themselves. These objects didn’t reside in these places as functional items or as garbage. They stand as silent witnesses to the lives that once lived within these spaces. And what is all the more interesting, is that these objects are really not that old. These are not the tools of an ancient civilisation or the holy relics of bygone empires. These are items that we find in our present. But now, no longer holding any daily use, they have grown in importance and beauty.

    So as I see it, when everyday objects of the past are stripped of their practical purpose by time, their spiritual significance becomes more apparent. If that is true, can we view modern objects with the same ethereal reverence as ancient relics? If we separate them from their contemporary use, do they transform before our eyes? If this were an alien world, would explorers find beauty in the routines we so easily overlook?

    I like to move through life seeking everyday objects that quietly reveal their divinity, untethered from time and distance. When I paint, that is what I want to share with you.

    Many of my works capture unassuming urban streets — lampposts, street signs, factories, and handrails — the monuments of a modern world that fade into the background of daily life. Yet, when their ghosts emerge, we can behold them with a renewed sense of awe, as haunting reminders of impermanence.

    Give me a sign, currently on exhibition at Lethbridge Gallery, depicts a fragment of a rooftop sign in Brisbane, where only the letters “G” and “E” remain visible — its original meaning obscured, its purpose adrift. Steal my kisses and A change of scene, also on display at Lethbridge Gallery, portray sections of Brisbane’s Riverside Expressway, eerily empty yet inhabited by unseen presences.

    These familiar scenes become detached, transformed into alien landscapes. The objects within them exist outside of time, lingering between presence and memory.

    Until next time, J.

  • Visions of the Dark Night

    Visions of the Dark Night

    Sunday, 1 October, 2023

    Night has fallen and all is still. Here in the silence; reality, dreams and memory weave into a haunting spectacle of sensations. And all at once, feelings of joy, fear and melancholy descend. I follow my senses and step into the water (I’ve always been drawn to the water, perhaps an innate connection to my Maldivian heritage). The ocean, with all its grandeur and mystery, brings with it escape, wonder, terror and excitement.

    For my new exhibition, VISIONS OF THE DARK NIGHT, I have continued my exploration of these moments of divinity, when time and distance fades away. Moments when I have felt like an explorer in a distant world, submerged in an alien landscape.

    VISIONS OF THE DARK NIGHT, an exhibition of new paintings by J Valenzuela Didi, will be on display at Traffic Jam Galleries in September 2023.

  • The Ghosts of Eldorado

    The Ghosts of Eldorado

    Tuesday, 2 May, 2023

    Hollywood has been on my mind. Cinema, icons, glitz and glamour; what is it that makes this place so alluring? It could be that we’re all searching; looking high and low for a place where we can feel content. In modern times, Hollywood has provided the promise of this freedom. Eventually however, we come to realise that this is just another illusion and life continues; perplexing and remote.

    It’s not a bad thing though. In fact, it’s a wonderful way to cope with the enormity of existence. But these moments of freedom are fleeting and forever accompanied by a detached sense of unease, impermanence and isolation. We find ourselves as ghosts in search of an unattainable existence. Explorers seeking a transcendent kingdom. The lost ghosts of Eldorado.

    For my new exhibition, THE GHOSTS OF ELDORADO, I have continued my exploration of moments of divinity, when time and distance fades away. Moments when I have felt like an explorer in a distant world, submerged in an alien landscape. This body of work delves into the search for sanctuary.

    THE GHOSTS OF ELDORADO, an exhibition of new paintings and sketches, will be on display at Lethbridge Gallery in April 2023.

  • Diagrams of the human condition

    Diagrams of the human condition

    28 March, 2021

    At the start of last year, I was in Palm Springs for an exhibition opening with a few of the other Lethbridge Gallery artists. Shortly thereafter, in February, I found myself in Sydney to create a portrait to enter into the Archibald Prize. It all seems so far away now, as by March we were in the depths of the pandemic (I’m certain I won’t be the only artist this year referring to 2020 in their artist statement).

    My 2020, from California to Sydney and back home to Brisbane, from limitless landscapes to lockdown, bustling cities to isolation, made me reflect on life. I decided I wanted the works for this exhibition to be a celebration of life. The journey of life, with all its highs and lows, and its great mysteries.

    I started by delving into the core of my artistic process. From my earliest memories I have been obsessed with blueprints and diagrams. As a child I would draw plans for various non-existent projects. I’ve come to realise that my artworks, in all their various themes, are an extension of this obsession.

    And so, I approached each work for this exhibition as a diagrammatic representation celebrating life. A documentation of existence, encapsulated in landscapes that observe the vastness of space and time, figures lost within sublime moments, and geometric arrangements that serve as silent mantras. These are all attempts at creating maps of the intangible.  Charting the soul with diagrams of the human condition.

  • Ballad of the daily pilgrimage

    Ballad of the daily pilgrimage

    18 September, 2020

    There is a place between dreams and reality where scenes of ghostly silence reveal the abstract beauty of life. Perhaps it is memory or imagination. For me it is the land of the daily pilgrimage.

    A place where signposts of human existence emerge as shrines that pay tribute to the passing of time. Forgotten factories, traffic signs and bridges, freed of purpose exist as divine monuments on a journey through this alien landscape.

    The new works in this exhibition tell tales of this voyage, they are a ballad of the daily pilgrimage.

    ‘Ballad of the Daily Pilgrimage” opens at Traffic Jam Galleries 18 September 2020.

  • A Symphony on Mars

    A Symphony on Mars

    14 November, 2019

    I recently read an article about sound recordings that NASA have made from the surface of Mars. The article described how scientists have been able to record a medley of sounds on Mars using an extraordinarily sensitive detector attached to the Mars lander. This made me think about how it is in the quietest of moments that we truly hear the splendour of life. Like the joy in the solitude found at home or in the backyard; in the confines of these four walls or fences there’s an escape from the mundane parts of reality. In the speed of this modern world, these quiet spaces are a blessing. In the isolation of these ephemeral moments the majestic symphony of life can be heard.

    ‘A Symphony on Mars’ a solo exhibition of recently completed works will be on display at Traffic Jam Galleries in Neutral Bay, Sydney 15 November to 6 December.

  • Echoes of a still life

    Echoes of a still life

    19 August, 2019

    In this modern world I can’t help but feel like a detached observer, confronted by recollections of past and present. Memories that appear as dreams of reality. Hazy illusions of life.
    In these memories, signposts of human existence emerge as shrines that pay tribute to the passing of time. Ageing houses, forgotten factories, traffic lights, clotheslines and fences at once tether us to daily routine while transforming into resolutely prevailing monuments, free of purpose.
    It is in the stillness of these ephemeral and fragmented moments that the impermanence of life is revealed. The isolation of the soul is laid bare in echoes of silence. The resounding echoes of a still life.

  • Feeling Gravity’s Pull

    Feeling Gravity’s Pull

    1 August, 2018

    I’ve always felt like an outsider. Life to me remains perplexing and remote. It seems to always be accompanied by a detached sense of unease, impermanence and isolation.

    When I create images, I want to capture my memories of moments when I felt like an explorer in this distant world, submerged in these alien landscapes. It is in urban scenes; backyards and streets, that I feel the greatest sense of discovery. Like in photographs of the Apollo missions, there is a stillness that exists in the moment of discovery. And in this stillness, all at once, the infinite and ephemeral can be felt.

    “Feeling Gravity’s Pull” is an exhibition of works that explore these fragmented moments of daily life.  The figures and objects that appear in these scenes a reminder that we are all celestial bodies floating in space, bound by gravity’s pull.

  • Shrine of the lost suburban

    Shrine of the lost suburban

    24 March, 2018

    Houses tell stories.  They stir memories of days long-forgotten.  They serve as functional monuments, solitary observers of the passing of time.  I’m intrigued by the lives of houses.  Old Queenslanders, Post-war homes, Fibros; each have their own distinct personalities, tales and ghosts.

    Every now and then I come across a house that resonates with me.  I’m not entirely sure why.  It might be because of some peculiar quirk that makes it stand out or the way the light hits it at a certain angle.  But I think it could also be more than that.  They may be reminding me of places hidden in my memory.  Dad was in town when I had completed the first piece for this exhibition.  When he looked at the painting he asked me if it was of our old house in Malaysia.  I had no idea what he was talking about (we left Malaysia when I was about two years old).  I have no conscious recollection of ever living in a house like the one in the painting, yet when I saw the house on a Paddington street I somehow felt a connection.  An attachment that always remains distant and out of reach.

    As more and more dwellings get demolished to make way for new developments the houses that remain gain all the more significance, becoming haunting reminders of the transience of life. The works in this exhibition explore the lives of these houses, shrines of the lost suburban.

  • Life below the 27th Parallel

    Life below the 27th Parallel

    26 August, 2017

    This town has an enchantingly peculiar atmosphere.

    If you look closely enough you can sense eternity in its unassuming streets and forgotten buildings. Where ghostly monoliths silently overlook dreamlike avenues.

    It seems apt that Brisbane was named after an astronomer. Exploring this city is akin to a journey of discovery. The city, at once familiar, can also feel like an alien landscape. Some of my earliest recollections are of the places depicted in this exhibition and yet they are still able to surprise me.

    This collection of works examines the unique characteristics of Brisbane, its urban landscapes observed like detached memories of a vivid dream. They document encounters with the city below the 27th Parallel: a place where the imaginary and real meet.

    Life below the 27th Parallel,” an exhibition of my new paintings will be showing at Lethbridge Gallery, 136 Latrobe Terrace, Paddington from 26 August-6 September 2017.

  • Seven Worlds Collide

    Seven Worlds Collide

    Those of you following my artwork may have noticed that I have several interconnected themes that I explore in my work.

    In my exhibitions I have mixed these themes together, rather than focussing on one theme for each exhibition.  I think this has mostly been to provide attendees to the exhibition a chance to explore the connections in the themes and to give some variety in the show.  This also works for me as an artist, being able to keep a sense of uninhibited creativity within my artwork.

    However, I recently decided that I should group the works in each theme together in the gallery on my website.  I finally got around to doing it, and you will see the gallery can now be sorted into seven categories: Daily Pilgrimage, In Transit, Oh Inverted World, Urban Fragments, Lost Suburban, Unfinished Conversations and Life on Mars?.

    I’ll be writing more about each of the themes in the future, but for now, please enjoy viewing them in the new categories and let me know what you think!

    J

    23 February, 2017

  • Unfinished Pilgrimage

    Unfinished Pilgrimage

    I’ve never been good at conversations. I am getting better, I think.
    That is to say, I read all those self-help books and ‘motivational’ webpages, in an ongoing quest to be sociable. But in the end, I still struggle in social situations. Which has been a problem, because there’s something important I’ve wanted to talk to you about.
    It’s about the beauty of this journey we are on. The overwhelming beauty. And the sadness and sorrow that goes with it. Sadness that burns like a distant ember, captivating and yet ominously looming. A sadness that threatens to consume me, in the face of the unavoidable impermanence of life. And yet the beauty remains.
    Sometimes I get captured in this beauty. My mind remains in a place, a moment that has long since passed. They are everyday places, but ones that resonate a life’s journey. And I want to share them with you.
    So I thought I would start a dialogue. These paintings are our unfinished conversations, fragments from a life in transit. Remnants of our daily pilgrimage.
    “Unfinished Pilgrimage,” an exhibition of my new paintings will be showing at Lethbridge Gallery, 136 Latrobe Terrace, Paddington from 23-28 September 2016. The opening event will be on Saturday 24 September 2016, hope to see you there.

  • Lethbridge Art Auction

    Lethbridge Art Auction

    As you all know I show my artworks at Lethbridge Gallery in Paddington.

    The gallery is introducing Art Auctions as a regular feature of their year, where they will sell both secondary market artworks by well-known Australian artists and also a selection of gallery artists as well.

    My piece, Urban Spaceman, is included in the catalogue so if you’ve ever wanted to get something of mine and have been concerned about the price, now is the time to come along and take part in the auction.

    Even if you don’t want to buy something this time, it would be good for you to come along for what looks likely to be a fun and entertaining afternoon.

    The full catalogue can be found on the Lethbridge Gallery website www.brettlethbridge.com

    What: Lethbridge Gallery Art Auction

    When Saturday June 25

    Time: 5pm for a 5.30 start.

  • Stillness in Transit

    Stillness in Transit

    Stillness in Transit is an exhibition of new artworks that will be on display at Lethbridge Gallery 6-17 February 2016.
    As children, my brother and I would play outside my parents’ shop after school. I vividly remember exploring the neighbouring convenience store or leaping across the bright yellow parking kerbs (those hi-vis concrete blocks at the end of parking bays that stop drivers from going too far). My parents leased a tenancy in an unassuming single-storey building that housed about six other companies. It was a rectangular building, with a flat roof and a vibrant orange corrugated steel awning that displayed modest printed signs for the businesses within. As we played, the afternoon sunlight gave the building a captivating glow. My brother and I were part of this place. We were explorers. This was a magical world we had discovered.
    I still wander through suburbs and towns with the sense of awe that I felt for that old building. These are the places I know. My memories are ghosts in their streets.
    “Stillness in Transit” is an exhibition of artworks that rediscover these places and moments. The paintings were created without sentiment, but instead with the excitement and wonder of a child. Familiar scenes emerge as alien landscapes and the figures that appear in these scenes become solitary explorers, ephemeral beings immersed in the enduring surroundings.

  • Twenty-fifteen

    Twenty-fifteen

    Wow, what a year!

    2015 held quite a few surprises for me.  Those of you following my blog may remember I was a prize winner in the Rotary Art Spectacular and the Border Art Prize, and that I also had a chance to play piano at the State Library.  Last year I was also selected as a finalist in eight art competitions, including the Gold Coast Art Prize and the Sunshine Coast Art Prize.

     

    In August I had an exhibition of my paintings as an artist to watch at the Lethbridge Gallery in Paddington.  I had four paintings on display, which all sold during the exhibition.

     

    After the exhibition I was back in the studio to complete a new collection of paintings for a show coming up this February at the Lethbridge Gallery plus two commissioned works (which can be viewed on my gallery).

     

    I saw out 2015 with a roadtrip down the east coast of Australia.  Beginning in Brisbane we went through Port Macquarie, Newcastle, Sydney, Canberra, Torquay, Sovereign Hill, the Great Ocean Road, Melbourne, Bright, Young, Port Stephens and Kempsey.  It was a wonderful holiday and a great way to end what was a magnificent year.

  • A Pecha Kucha Style Event

    A Pecha Kucha Style Event

    So a few weeks ago I was invited to speak at the Gold Coast Art Gallery at a Pecha Kucha style event as part of the Border Art Prize 2015.

    It was a great night, with a wonderful turnout to see the ten artist presentations. Thank you to everyone who made it to the event.  For those that were interested but couldn’t make it, here is a transcript of my presentation.

    “Hi, I’m J Valenzuela Didi. Tonight, as we’re among friends, I’ve decided to do something I normally wouldn’t do. That is, to reveal the initial impetus behind my work. A great thing about art is that each person is allowed their own interpretation of a work. So explaining why a work was created can be a bit like giving away the end of film. So that’s my spoiler alert. Now for the juicy stuff, the confessions:

    “In ‘Matador (Dallas 1963)’ on display here as part of the Border Art Prize, I’ve included an obvious reference to the JFK assassination and I want the viewer to be asking the question, ”Where is the matador?”

    “At the time I painted this I was reading a lot about the Apollo missions, which branched off to reading about Kennedy and the era. What really interested me about the photos taken following the assassination was the real mix of emotions that was captured. That, perhaps, in that fleeting moment, all the tactics of media and human responses to tragic events was laid bare.

    Now, a clue for those of you looking for the Matador, I came across the cow in this picture on a gravelly, country road. She’d walked up off the grass and stood right in front of my car. And I swear, at that point she turned and calmly stared me right in the eyes. I’m certain we were both thinking that if she wanted to she could walk right over my car and crush it with me inside. Thankfully she didn’t. She just walked right on. In this painting I see the cow as the public.

    tomorrow never knows

    This next painting is titled ‘Tomorrow never knows’ and recently sold at the Lethbridge Gallery. My artistic process is and will probably always be, one of exploration and discovery. I like to learn about every nook and cranny, every bolt or weld, the purpose and mechanics of every machine, the history of every referenced image.

    “Then, once I’ve carefully compiled and learnt all those details… I discard them completely.

    “Well not exactly, what I try to do is to detach objects from their purpose or context by focussing on geometry, shapes and repeating patterns. But I don’t think I would be able to do this successfully without amassing a healthy knowledge of the details first. An example of this is in this painting. You may have noticed, that although the surrounding shapes and objects hint at their existence, there are actually no overhead wires.

    all tomorrow's parties

    “This one’s called ‘All Tomorrow’s Parties’ which again displays an emphasis on geometry and patterns. Through the process of discovery and abandonment I hope to reveal familiar scenes as alien landscapes, artefacts of a society that once existed, and that the figures that appear in these scenes become solitary explorers or observers of a life that we all to often take for granted.

    “This next painting is titled ‘Einstein’s two ways of reckoning’. I was lucky enough to win best in show for this painting in this year’s Brisbane Rotary Art Spectacular, which has opened many doors for me. Since winning the award I have been asked many times what the meaning of the painting is. The answer is in the title. Albert Einstein once said “There are only two ways to look at life. Once is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” I know how I want to live my life.

    “This last painting is titled ‘Urban Spaceman’. Its currently showing as part of the Sunshine Coast Art Prize. As I mentioned at the start, I’ve been reading a lot about the Apollo missions. What I really love about the moon missions, is that huge discoveries were made and it was done non-violently, with goodwill, hope and curiosity. To me, that’s pretty cool. It’s also a good way to live everyday.”

  • A long overdue catchup

    A long overdue catchup

    My apologies, dear reader, it has been a while.

    Since my last blog entry things have been incredibly busy.  I completed a new painting for the 2015 Border Art Prize, finished three new paintings for an upcoming exhibition, framed my finalist painting for the Sunshine Coast Art Prize, and designed and painted (with the help of the gorgeous Bernadette Chin) a set for my son’s school musical.

    At the end of July I attended the Border Art Prize 2015 opening night, where my entry, Matador (Dallas 1963), was awarded the second place prize!  This is my third year entering the Border Art Prize, and I feel absolutely honoured to have been awarded the second place.

    From the 15th August through to the 27th August I will have my work on display at the Lethbridge Gallery in Paddington as part of the ‘City Views’ exhibition, an exhibition celebrating the urban environment.  I’ll post more about this closer to the date.  I’ll also soon be posting more about my Sunshine Coast Art Prize entry and the series of paintings I have been working on in this style (sheesh, the pressure is now on to get these blog posts done).

    Rounding off June and July, last week St Edward’s Primary held their school musical.  Earlier in the year I had committed to doing the sets for this musical (Cinderella Rockefella), not realising how busy things would become.  So in these last few hectic weeks, Berni and I have been frantically painting the large sets, crammed into our pokey rumpus!  But although I was somewhat regretting signing up to do the sets, I was glad we put in the effort when I saw the wonderful show put on by the children on the night.  Their performance far exceeded my expectations of a school musical.  Here are some images of the completed backdrops (those with a keen eye may notice my homages to Warhol and Mondrian).

     

  • Always a bridesmaid…

    Always a bridesmaid…

    31 May, 2015

    Last Thursday night, out of over 800 entries and 300 finalists, I was announced as the winner of the Best of Show in the prestigious Brisbane Rotary Art Spectacular.

    This came as a wonderful surprise.  I have been entering art competitions for the past two to three years now and have done reasonably well, regularly being selected as a finalist and even winning runner-up prizes.  Competitions have been a great way for me to get my (albeit hard to pronounce) name out there and recognised, which has also helped with the sale of my paintings.  However, the best of show, the overall winner, the elusive white whale of the art competition world, has always escaped me.  This has been something that over the years I have managed to come to terms with (besides the requisite few days of moping).  In fact, I’ve gotten quite used to not winning.  Its when I see the other finalists being exhibited that I can be at ease when I don’t win.  There is always an abundance of outstanding paintings and artwork on display, for which the judge has to select only one as a winner.  Definitely not an easy task.  And so I’m okay with not winning.

    That being said, like everyone else, I’m even more okay with winning!  It was a great confidence booster and validation of what I do.  The prize money will come in handy too 😉  I’m not sure what I’m going to do with it yet, though I have gone out and bought two big canvii (canvii being the plural for canvas – I should know, I only made up the word a few minutes ago).

    I would like to whole-heartedly thank the Brisbane Rotary Clubs involved, the sponsors, the organisers and the curator, Brett Lethbridge.  And a special thank you to judge, Jan Jorgensen, for selecting my work as the Best of Show, but most of all for her kind and encouraging words on the night.

    And in parting from you once again dear reader in the ether, I would like to leave you with this thought;  If you think that there should be more winners in art competitions, perhaps you could put buying an original artwork at a local art competition on your bucket list (I know of an art spectacular on for the next week at Waterfront Place, Brisbane that still has a lot of amazing paintings available for sale).

  • Mother and child reunion

    Mother and child reunion

    Happy Mother’s Day!
    Sadly, my mother passed away five years ago of breast cancer. This Mother’s Day I decided to do a painting in a single sitting in honour of my Mum. And this is it, entitled “Mother and child reunion”.

    Mum was an amazing woman and to this day I still miss her. Fun fact, my artist name (Didi) is my mother’s maiden name, that I chose to use in memory of her. I think one of the greatest lessons I learnt from Mum was that there is nothing in life more important than the ones we love. Mum would always put family before everything else and that was one of the things I admired about her most. She had a long fight with cancer and it was her steadfast determination to spend as much time as possible with her family (especially her grandchildren) that drove her to battle through intense physical pain.
    I never said ‘goodbye’ to Mum. Not that I didn’t have the chance, I was there when she passed away. I had wanted to say goodbye, but more so to thank her for all that she had given me in life. But when the end was inevitable it was impossible for me to believe that such a strong person would no longer be around. So I missed my chance. And then she was gone.
    The first exhibition of my art was a few months after Mum died and in the lead up to the event I deeply wished she was alive to be there. But on opening night what I found was that, in a way, she was there and she has been with us since. Because extraordinary people who go to great lengths for others will always be remembered in the hearts of those they touch.
    So look after your Mums and cherish every moment you have with family. They won’t be around forever.
    And Mum, if you’re out there, happy Mother’s Day, thank you and I love you.

  • How making noise at the State Library became an extremely rewarding experience

    How making noise at the State Library became an extremely rewarding experience

    On Valentine’s day this year I decided to go to the State Library and make lots of noise.

    I was unknowingly signed up by my wife to perform as part of the Valentine’s Busk http://www.valentinesbusk.com.au/ taking place at Brisbane’s Southbank Arts Precinct to raise funds for the Children’s Hospital Music Therapy Program. My performance would be a half-an-hour set playing piano and singing at the State library. Although I have played many public performances in a group scenario, I entered this event with slight trepidation as I had never before played solo piano at such a public venue.

    On Wednesday I found out that my lovely Valentine had signed me up to take part in the event, so I had four days to put together a set list. After much deliberation, inner turmoil, tears and tantrums I arrived at a list of six songs:
    1. Mona Lisa’s and mad hatters (Elton John)
    2. Desperado (The Eagles)
    3. Elton’s song (also Elton John)
    4. Brunswick Serenade (an original by yours truly)
    5. Karma Police (Radiohead)
    6. I don’t like Mondays (Boomtown Rats)
    My plan was to start off gently and then launch into the louder numbers toward the end of the set.

    14 January 2015, Valentines day – the day had arrived. At the entry to the library I registered for the event and was directed to level 2. As we walked through the library to the location of the piano my anxiety levels shot through the roof. The piano, set up in the main area of the library, was surrounded by desks and chairs sitting people quietly studying or reading; I was about to play a bunch of loud pop songs to a room (and when I say room I mean a whole two levels of the library) full of people enjoying silence. At that moment, this was the quietest room in the world and I was going to destroy it! Picturing my performance being met with a mass evacuation of the building I frantically searched for a member of the library staff, to make sure that this was the correct piano to be playing on (surely there must be another piano in a sound proof room somewhere, yes?). The librarian assured me that this was the correct, and the only piano, and that everyone in the building should be aware that the event would be taking place.

    As I imagined the looks of horror by people packing up their things and leaving the library, I was extremely thankful that a group of wonderful friends and family had turned up to support me. 2:59pm, I sat down at the piano and (as the first performer of the afternoon) timidly apologised to anyone that had come to the library for the quiet. Then, breaking through a lifetime of conditioning on library etiquette, I crashed into the first chord. This was perhaps one of the most difficult things I have done in my entire life. But once I got started, it felt good. In fact, it felt great! People gathered on the balcony to the upper level to watch me play and others stopped what they were doing to listen. And best of all, no one (for the most part) got up and left! I also managed to drum up over $50 to donate to the Childrens Hospital.

    And that was how i spent my Valentine’s day. If you ever have a chance to do the same, I strongly recommend it. The event went on to win a Guinness World Record for the largest busk (which I unfortunately was unable to stay around for) and had Gotye’s band The Basics playing a concert. Well done and a huge thank you to Annalies and Megan and the other organisers of the event, which was a great success and something they can be incredibly proud of.

    And so after one afternoon, I can now say I have: i) played a solo piano performance in public, ii) made lots of noise at the State Library, iii) played a live performance on a grand piano and iv) played the same bill as Gotye (albeit 5 hours apart). That’s got to be a bucket list effort, right? At any rate, I think it boosted my confidence to continue through another year of the ongoing and taxing challenge of promoting my art. Now, where’s that easel…?

  • Worlds Collide – double vision, stop motion and music

    Worlds Collide – double vision, stop motion and music

    This could be right and this could be life, for all that you know

    For the past few months I haven’t picked up a brush.

    Well, not quite.  I started painting again just over a week ago.  I had stopped painting at the end of last year because I was suffering from headaches and double vision which made it extremely difficult to work.  Thankfully, with the help of some wonderful remedial massage my vision is back to normal and the headaches are gone, so I can get back into painting.

    In those weeks away from painting I spent a bit of time reading up about early photography and investigations into motion.  I became particularly interested in the work of Eadweard Muybridge (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eadweard_Muybridge) and the motion studies he conducted in the late 1800s.

    This interest sparked an idea to create a film based around Muybridge’s work.  So, with a bit of free time on my hands, I went about collating motion studies made by Muybridge in an effort to create a (somewhat) cohesive work.  To tie the film together I conducted some motion studies of my own, edited and animated the Muybridge photos, stitched together a street scene using interesting public domain photos, wrote a song, recorded the song and then threw the whole thing into the mix.

    The final work “Worlds Collide” is available on my all new YouTube channel “Looking @ pictures on a screen” for your viewing pleasure.

  • Bijou

    Bijou

    This is my most recent painting.  Its a portrait of my cat, Bijou.

    Bijou is the coolest cat in the world.  She is an adorable Sphynx cat with a brown patch on the top of her head.  This painting is not for sale at the moment, as I am not willing to part with it yet.

    I think I will be doing many more paintings of my cat.